But I Hope You Know I'm Trying

I've listened to Taylor Swift's album probably around a million times this week just to block you out of my head.




And I've done a lot without you this week.




And I'm not used to that.


And I've done a lot without you in the past month.


And I'm not used to that.


This boy at EFY called my sister fat and its been harder to forgive you than it was to forgive him.


This is saying so much.


But I hope you know I'm trying.


I've been so close to mending my heart back together again but every time I do it shatters.


But I hope you know I'm trying.


I would do anything to get back to how we used to be.


I just don't think that we ever could.


But it's okay because I see you've replaced me and moved me to the bottom of your "favorite friends list".


But I hope you know I'm trying.


I'm just a little slow.