Sunday, October 26, 2014

"I'm starting to forget the time when I kissed you last and I feel scared"

I think its time I write about you and honestly I could never do you justice on just a little note pad.


When I was with you I got a glimpse of how happy I could be.


There were tears in your eyes when you told me good bye and I didn't know what to do because I didn't know someone could feel that way about me.


All I know was how I kissed you right then and then you kissed me back and then I looked back up at you and you were so happy.


I don't think you know how many times a day this replays in my head.


And really it kills me because I don't know how many times that replays in your head and I'm having one of those days where I miss you.


I'm scared you'll forget me and I'm scared I'll forget you and that's what makes me scared to live.


IF I Had One Thing Left to Say

My momma told me if I have nothing nice to say then to just keep my mouth shut.




That's why I don't reply to you.






I hope you know that the highlight of my day was finding a matching pair of socks.




If I had one thing left to say to you that would be it.



Sunday, October 12, 2014

Maybe a Little Time Wouldn't Hurt

Dance with me when I need it.


Dance with me when I get too tired from dancing by myself and then we can hold each other till we can breathe again.


Then we can dance a little longer by ourselves because we both seem to like that.


And we can always find each other when we need a little slow dance.


And we can take it a little slow for a little longer while we sort through the necessaries.


I don't mind taking my time.

Just a Common Cold

I'm sick of gay activists and I'm sick of dramatic girls.

Sunday, October 5, 2014

God Made Metaphors for the Confusing Lessons

I'm just happy and it's because I choose it for myself. It doesn't depend on you but most other things that don't matter depend on you.


and I'm grateful because I've known what it's like to be sinking.


Melancholy moments only last seconds for me.


and sunshine runs all over me and I'm the type to live in summer all the time.


It kind of amazes me that you don't get depressed when winter comes along and I that's why I cling to you.


I need an opposite to cure my heart and you fit in quite cozy.


Like you know how God made metaphors for the confusing lessons.


Like you know when you get a canker sore from the intake of too much sugar and the only way to cure it is to add salt to the sore.


Well maybe salt can cure the sugar sores and maybe you could cure me.


And maybe God made sugar sores so I could appreciate you.