Expiration/ Exploration Date: 5/28/2015

Skippin' out on life and drinkin' old root beer bottles to place the flowers we find on those steep weed hills.




Just enough adventure to direct our minds somewhere happy.


Living easy is only going to last a little longer. And my free bread and life is expiring and so is the universe.


And pretty soon our naïve consciences will too.

If Only Everyone Could Have a Mom like Mine

There is really nothing like seeing your mom cry about you.




And there is nothing like feeling responsible for every tear.




She's making freezer meals for every day she's going to be on bed rest and I can't stand the fact I'm causing her anymore stress.




She is my absolute best friend.




We watched a hallmark movie together this morning and we both liked it because of how predicable it was. She told me how it was nice to watch a movie that didn't cause any worry.




I know we would both like our lives to be a little more predicable than they are.




I don't think I have ever met anyone as selfless as her.




She sends me on average 3 texts a day that say, "I love you".




She is my hero.

But I Hope You Know I'm Trying

I've listened to Taylor Swift's album probably around a million times this week just to block you out of my head.




And I've done a lot without you this week.




And I'm not used to that.


And I've done a lot without you in the past month.


And I'm not used to that.


This boy at EFY called my sister fat and its been harder to forgive you than it was to forgive him.


This is saying so much.


But I hope you know I'm trying.


I've been so close to mending my heart back together again but every time I do it shatters.


But I hope you know I'm trying.


I would do anything to get back to how we used to be.


I just don't think that we ever could.


But it's okay because I see you've replaced me and moved me to the bottom of your "favorite friends list".


But I hope you know I'm trying.


I'm just a little slow.